Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Best Day Ever

Part I

This entire day has been absolutely splendid! Sure, I know I skipped bio, but guess where I went? NEW YORK! For the first time EVER.

Why did I go to New York, you ask? TO MEET MY HUSBAND JUSTIN NOZUKA! He played at the Hiro Ballroom at Maritime Hotel! The entire day went in taking the bus from DC to NY and me frantically getting as much homework done as possible before the concert. Tina and I kept having to take extra precautions to keep our hair intact as fluctuating precipitation decided that it was okay to do its thing today.

At exactly 4pm we got off the bus and I opened my eyes to a beautiful city. It really is beautiful! I love crowded places! Everywhere we turned I could see flower vendors - one was even selling hibiscuses! It got me really pepped up. We made our way to a Best Buy so I could buy Justin's CD. Unfortunately they only had Holly in stock - his latest CD was no where to be found. When we asked for help, of course no one recognized his name. Too bad for them!

Either way, we found a bathroom at cosi, and after walking for about an hour (this takes into account the times we got slightly lost), we found the venue! There was already a few people lined up at around 5:00pm! Tina and I hurriedly ate what we could at a nearby subway and prepared ourselves.

The night before I drafted a letter that I wanted to give Justin. Aside from being a fan girl, which I totally am, I just wanted to tell him how I felt about his lyrics, his music - just everything about him that inspires me - so I did so in a letter. At subway I wrote the final draft and I folded it up as neatly as I could, for there was no envelope in sight.

Meanwhile, Tina held my place in line till I finished the letter. I looked absurd as I pulled out my gigantic makeup bag and started the long process of getting ready in the rain. Tina was being hilarious by staring into my face as I was putting on eyeliner, so the entire time in line we were laughing. We made some friends in line who I hope to find on twitter soon!

Before we knew it, doors were about to open. I could feel the adrenaline rush already! The coordinator emphasized "age 18" being the youngest age to enter the venue. He was pretty funny, had a air of humor to him! I listened with a smiling expression - suddenly he turned to me and said, "Hey you lookin at me funny! You aren't 18 or over are you?"

"I am!" I pleaded with embarrassment.

"Uh huh....sure you are!"

Later he came by and said, "Look here it's the 16 year-old, better get your ID out!"

"I'm 20! Oh my god!" I retorted.

It was all in light-hearted fun, I guess.

Tina and I took a bunch of pictures until we finally made it through to the ballroom. We were about 3 rows from the front! It was exciting! Rohma caught up to us about an hour later! We bonded with the people around us - everyone was eagerly awaiting Justin's presence on stage.

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Part II

Alpha Rev did the opening act. They were great! There was a really cool violinist who used a blue violin and then a green violin the entire time! He was really rocking it out! The songs were catchy too.

They ended at 9:00pm. Sound check had to happen again. LONGEST SOUND CHECK EVER. The wait reminded me of me waiting for Orgo class to be over last semester. Then, we heard screaming! And you know what that means at a concert...Justin was in somebody's line of sight. My eyes searched desperately for a glimpse of him as his band members made their way up to the stage. I saw him finally climb up and strap his guitar on; my reaction, of course, was deafening. My ears gained their function back when the music commenced – thump, thump, thump. God I hope he'll sing Gray first, I thought frantically during periods of near-unconsciousness. And that's exactly what he sang! He cued to the sound guy to turn up the mic a bit...but either way he and his band sounded grand.

“Good evening,” he said (in that ridiculously dreamy voice of his). I kept on screaming. He sang Mr. Therapy Man next, which was the song that made me fall in love with him. “I love you Justin!!!” I bellowed afterward. “I love you Justin!” a guy mimicked.

He talked about his time on David Letterman, which took place the night before! I totally missed it – which is annoying because I always watch the stand-up part and at least catch who the guest artist is, but I guess I totally didn't that time. After sharing his story he continued playing his soul out...Carried You, Swan in the Water, Be Back Soon – we didn't know when we could put up our “Justin, Marry Me” signs because the lights kept fading each time a song ended, and we didn't want to put them up in the middle of a song because we didn't want him to get distracted either. We finally decided to put it up during one of the more romantic songs.

Right when we made that decision, everyone left the stage, and people chanted “Justin! Justin! Justin!” He came back, but without the other band members. It was solo acoustic time! We put our signs up towards the end of After Tonight; his twinkling eyes suddenly shifted our way and he whispered the words “Marry Me” right before he ended the song. We almost died.

One of the songs off of his new album which I'd only heard twice before the concert, How Low, really got me thinking – partially because I wasn't sure what exactly his metaphor represented, or if it was a metaphor at all. Justin began to introduce the song, “This song is called How Low, and a wrote it because I was thinking about the ocean, and I wondered if ----”

“Justin just sing Criminal!” an annoyingly loud and rude guy screamed from the audience.

“What did you say?” Justin chuckled.

The annoying guy repeated himself.

“Oh, I thought you said 'just sing Justin' – I was gonna say...” Justin laughed.

Then he proceeded to strap his guitar on, without finishing the background of How Low and what it means to him. He seemed a little hurt, but his attitude was so positive he played it off like it didn't matter.
How Low was definitely the highlight of the show. He sang it beautifully – he enunciated every word with not just voice, but soul. Not sure if it was just me being star-struck, but the light really made him look like there was a halo around him - but he performed the song so well that even if I had my eyes closed I'd have felt like I missed nothing at all. It was a perfect rendition.

The show went on. Heartless was great. What was even better was that he sang Don't Listen to a Word You've Heard, the “secret” song in Holly that everyone skips over because it literally is not listed as a track. It's one of his best songs, and definitley one of the songs the I relate to most. Heartless was the last song he sang, I think. Everything was great. He surprisingly didn't sing Save Him or You I Wind Land and Sea. But nothing lacked. It was a PERFECT show – dare I say even better than the last time I saw him.

The show ended at 11pm. I had to meet him. Again.

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***unfinished.

Monday, April 19, 2010

Quick Update

It's been quite a week! Last Tuesday, Team Antidote went to Yogi Berry! It was fun! We had originally intended to meet to celebrate Angela's birthday, but she accidentally took a nap and didn't set an alarm. It happens! I hope she had a good day though!

After that, I met up with Tina and Marge's ex! Kinda random...I know...I think I might've forgotten that he goes here. But anyway...we went to a jazz concert at CSPAC where Dane was playing! And his friend Joel. They were UH-MAY-ZINGGG...as was the rest of the band! The band that played after them was also very impressive...Tina and I were freaking out about the jazzy violin solo! We needed inspiration to start playing violin again.

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Invisible Trust

Do you ever feel like you really messed up? I do. I feel like by being so secretive and reserved, sometimes I give people the impression that I don't trust them or that they're not worth my effort to explain what's going on inside of my head. I just want them to know that that's not true. Not at all. Even saying this would be pretty hard though - considering that sharing doesn't come so easy as all of us. I'm glad I'm getting opportunities to patch up what I've done wrong. A part of me doesn't want to take up the opportunities, but I know that if I don't, I'll be proving that I haven't grown at all as a person.

Love,
Gowri

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Bipolar Weather

I'm wayyy too early for English, so I'm waiting out here in the hallway for a while. I finished my essay yesterday, and actually slept for seven hours! I was trying to read Robinson Crusoe, but that lack of an hour's slumber caught up to me in art soc, and I took a nap on the pages instead of reading them.

Anyway, JUSTIN NOZUKA'S ALBUM IS OUT TODAY! I'M SO EXCITED!!! I'm not sure how or when I'm going to buy it. I have a gift card for Barnes and Noble but I'm not sure how to use it online. I'm not sure if I can go to Bethesda or DC tonight just because of time constraints. I'm listening to Swan in the Water right now...I LOVE IT. I love what he sings about. I feel extremely close to him because of what he writes. I feel like we'd get along...even if he probably won't marry me lol.

Anyway, I think I'll be off to class. I'll write more when I'm in there and rigorously "taking notes" on my laptop.

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Still early! My hair looks awful today. I really wanted to wash it this morning, but the weather's cold and I didn't want to risk getting pneumonia as a secondary infection. It's interesting to observe how everyone is interacting with each other, I'm much too tired to mingle. Sucks that I'm always sleepy in this particular class...considering that a certain someone is bound to come in soon. I'm sitting as far away as I can from him. Call me a coward if you must. It's just that I'm not ready for any kind of emotional taxation just yet...or anytime soon.

Welllll, the class still isn't filled up...and it's totally 3:32pm. I wonder if he's gonna be late. I know he didn't read Vanity Fair either haha, he told me he's gonna base his essay off the movie. I'm sure he's not the only one. Maybe I'll see the movie some time.

Gah, he's still not here! Screw him! I mean, not really. It's not that I care that...oh he's here! Totally didn't notice. haha. Now I can actively ignore him.

Class is commencing!

Love,
Gowri

Friday, April 9, 2010

Draft of an Untiled Poem

The fury of these waves
Who could ever resist?
Up and down and right and left
In all directions they persist
Calling for more to join the turbulent tide
Uprooting us all from where we reside.

And look at the sun’s rays
That glisten like heaven-cut diamonds
Bouncing upon each rushed way
Cataracts for our sight are what they were
No matter what our weak hearts may say
They’ve come to steal our souls away.

So in this mirage of an ocean we dive
Forgetting all those trivialities we need to survive
As long as we finally experience the depth
That for ourselves for nights we wept
But look here upon our launch
We already reached the bottom of the sea.

And injured lay our skulls
As we drag ourselves back to shore
We ponder again as we sit in shock -
Why oh why do we
Always come back for more?